Eyes of Loss

it happened again;
you saw who i was;
you taught me who i am;
you showed me who i can be;

i confided in you;
i found peace with you;
i was understood, accepted by you;
sure enough, it happened again;

before, i brokedown in grief;
this time, i am without response;
before, i had no aspiration to continue;
this time i am eager to fulfill your prophecy;

the pain is hardly paralyzing;
but there is something missing;
it is time for me to act;
but there is still something missing;

the thought alone is unsettling;
i depsise the feelings this brings;
we shared a passion, a vision;
so i cant help but thank god that it happened again.